Life isn't EASY
I am certain I don't have to tell you this, but wanted to share a day in my life. Every morning I wake up, when I am ready to, usually around 9AM. Trust me I am not a morning person, but my week is usually quite booked and look forward to 9PM, which is usually my personal time.
Anyway because of being ran over by a car and having screws in my foot, I am in constant pain.
So on most days, my head hurts severely, my neck hurts my foot hurts and now my hip has been in pain. Not to mention I had my pipes freeze for 3 days, until I googled how to fix them. To top that off, my delivery for heat was delayed so on the coldest days this month for 4 days I had no heat.
On the emotional side, I fear for not being able to see my youngest son. That's a long story, but he and I were very close. Also, I have to testify in court about my abuse as a child. Another long story, but this past week has been very difficult for me, there were times I was overwhelmed and felt like moving to Hawaii, or anywhere warmer...LOL.
For the past 6 month's I have been suffering emotional and physical pain. It is one of the reasons I started this site to help those who are in worse shape then me, or better hopefully.
I want you to know life is full of struggles, heartaches, physical, and emotional pain. It can also be joyful, memorable, loving, kindness, and happiness.
Today I conquered some issues and am fighting hard to overcome some of my other issues. Almost everyday, I am on the phone, trying to solve my problems and those that are close to me. To be honest there are times I feel lost.
Life is definitely a roller coaster with ups and downs, sometimes I blame age, and others i blame stupid people. Those are the ones who stand in my way until I figure away around or through them. It seems the more weight you put on your shoulders to stand up for yourself, there are others who try to take it away.
What gets me through these rough days, is my long term goal of helping people. I feel it is my purpose that keeps me fighting, Finding your purpose will help guide you through the murkiest of times.
So if you are having a BAD day, find you purpose and push forward.
Prayers,
Mandie
PS I listed this book, because my husbands birthday is in 3 weeks, and wanted to get it for him...he used to exercise quite a bit, but now he wants to get back into it. >>>>>
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